HIT THAT BULLSEYE. ♥

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

9:04 PM

SUPERGLUE ALERT.

~~THE ANTI EVM CAMPAIGN IS NOW ON~~
please please dont boycott macs because we're not referring to it.
i have so many supporters already (:
support the CHANCE TO CHANGE campaign now

OHMYGOD.
WTH.
VENUS ISNT HOME NOW.
AND IT'S 9PM FOR CRYING OUT LOUD.
DONT TELL ME SHE'S BEEN KIDNAPPED?
o.o
TOUCHWOOD.

and i have something else to add.
revival is officially closed to woshinoobie.
KIRRELI'S ORDERS.
if any of you dare to say that he has done so much for the guild like paying 2m.
I WILL GIVE YOU A BIG SLAP WHEN I SEE YOU.
HECK HIS 2M.
YOU KNOW WHAT?
I'D RETURN THE 2M TO HIM.
EVEN IF I GO BROKE.
SO HECK.
I AM SEVERING ALL TIES WITH WOSHINOOBIE.
GO TO HELL AND ROT THERE FOR ALL I CARE.

geez i'm getting emo over such an idiot.

nevermind anyways dry prac was nice today.
KASTHURI YOU PRO.
heck i suck.
can only fire with 5cent coin.
-.-"

talked to qi ze.
he said he hasnt gone to sch for 3 days?
x__x
hope he gets well soon.
haha.

[edit: geez there's too much of a random conversation to put so you cant see it,nvm]

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

9:12 PM

geez i'm finally back to blogging :]
i shall skip friday because there's nothing much to talk abt dry prac because it was pretty boring and just that the trigger's kinda hard to push,there's nothing to say.

okay so to saturday!
I WENT ROCK CLIMBING. :]
I <3 ROCK CLIMBING.
it was so fun can.
but before it.
we met chin loo and bamm.
we were late,yet early?
-.-"
the others were no where to be found!
we met GOOFY (yes that's his real name)
actually no his name is GUFI,
just that people pronounce it wrongly like GUUUFIIII
so he made the name tag Goofy.
bamm's theory:
you just go to any lawyer's office. throw a few hundred bucks in his face. say: i'm tired of this name. hey look i wanna be goofy. my name is now goofy.
-and poof your name is now goofy-
they talked about their name origins.
bamm's was from the flintstones (!!!!)
as in bamm bamm?!
and some people pronounce it as BUMM.
hahaha.
after waiting longer,
bamm decided to go wait at the bus stop.
so he and gufi left.
AND WHEN HE CAME BACK,
THE REST OF THEM WERE FOLLOWING HIM!
LOL,SHEEP YA. :]
then we went ROCK CLIMBING(:
yaya so fun(x
goofy was my safety instructor.
he was so encouraging.
there was this part where i jumped to the next rock and he went: WOW NICE JUMP!
and then there was this part where i stretched my leg like up to my neck level(?! i have no idea how i did that but i did)
and he went: GOOD GIRL!!!
goofy kinda brightened up my day..LOADS.
we went to the trapeze after that.
LOL.
i went up.
the freaking ladder was shaking.
and i'm like, "OHMYGOD.IT'S SHAKING YA?HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO CLIMB IT?!"
and dad's like,"JUST GET UP TO THE TOP!"(he was up on the platform already)
ya so i got up.
ICEMAN (:
ICEMAN YOU ROCK.
HAHAHAHA.
I WAS GRIPPING SO TIGHT ON THE LADDER!
and he's like: okok let go.i'm holding you tight.
so i let go.
and i didnt fall. (:
(fyi i was holding one hand on the trapeze and one on the ladder so i could just fall off the platform any time)
i reached out.
grabbed it.
i got it!
hahahhahaa.
whooo~
i expected to go flying!
but oh damn.
my feet are somewhat glued to the platform.
-.-"
ICEMAN AGAIN MY SAVIOUR ((:
iceman: slide off!
me: i cant!!!
iceman: okayyyyy... -.-"
me: my legs wont move!!!
iceman: .... *kicks my feet off platform*
me: AHHHHHHHHH!!
*goes flying*
woot!
i got my legs hooked up.
BUT DAMN.
when i let go of my hands i went flying downnnnn :[
i landed on the rope netting.
ouch,
rope burns.
but i still had fun hanging there!
no one clapped.
i didnt really care.
because the rope burns were tearing away my skin.
then goofy,being so freaking nice,went: let's give melissa a big round of applause for a good attempt!
ohmygod i just wanted to reach up and hug goofy!
he's so sweet!
haha.
i betted with him.
bamm said he was going to do the thing again.
to 'erase the malu'
because he couldnt do it the first time!
i said he couldnt do it.
goofy said he could.
and guess what,
HE COULD DO IT
damn i lost the bet.
-.-"
but it was only to eat a banana.
haha.
the next event was aqua aerobics/kayaking.
I CHOSE KAYAKING (((:
who would choose aqua aerobics anyway?!
NO ONE (:
goofy was going to go do the rest of his duties,
so he HIGH FIVED me and left.
boo.
why did he have to leave.
-.-"
geez.
the rain came barely 5 mins after i paddled out.
the lifeguards were using the whistles like they were going to blow their lungs out.
gahh my muscles ached.
i went: *paddle paddle paddle*
(dad's at the back seat)
i stopped.
dad's still paddling.
dad: HEY THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE A TWIN ENGINE! NOT A SINGLE ENGINE RUNNING FOR A TWIN!
me: dots.
lifeguard starts whistling even shriller.
me: *starts paddling to the kayak rental area to get away from the lifeguard*
michelle and bamm ran in the rain to set up the table and the food.
lol!
chicken biscuit?!
with EGG MAYO?!!!
LOL.
that's what i ate!
lame larrs.
so 'healthy'
after that went for a bike ride (:
hahaha.
I HAVE PRO RIDING SKILLS.
chin loo just cycled across the grass.
bamm went: wow look at that woman! she just cycled across the grass!
i cycled across the grass.
bamm went: wow melissa,you so pro at cycling across the grass ah.
me: ...
when we got back to the rental shack,
it was past 2.30!!
x__x
damn i confirm couldnt go for the concert.
there was another round of kayaking.
so me and dad went again.
geez.
we suck.
again, single engine.
because i slacked.
because my dad crashed my fingers into the rock.
-.-"
*paddle paddle paddle*
me: look the rocks got crabs there!
dad: where?! (paddles towards rocks)
me: ahhh not so near!
dad: but i cant see them! (paddles closer)
and suddenly *SQUISH*
my hand's been squished in between the kayak and the rocks.
suay.
suay.
suay.
anyway,
went back all tired.
geez.
reached home around 5?
didnt go for the dream on concert.
stupid kelly.
we were supposed to go ok.
-.-"
watched POTC2 that night because didnt go for the concert.
JACK SPARROW ACTS SO GAY!
x__x
BUT HOW CAN HE DIE?
i have faith he will come back alive in the next show (:
ok on to sunday.
i am loved
i do love
i am loved by dan,i love dan too.
isnt love a replacement for ecstacy?
i walk around a new person.
rebirthed.
awakened.
i promise,
our eternity will not be disrupted over trivial matters.
like today's freakish incident over where someone asked me to divorce and marry him?
-.-"
freak.
he offered to pay for the divorce.
he said he had 61m.
he was going to pay for the marraige too.
and i said no
he asks why
i say because i have my dear.i will not desert him for money
he says just leave him
i say no i will love him an eternity
he says why,what lvl is he
i say 81
he says oh no wonder,so you think i noob is it
i say no,levels dont matter.we were steads when he was lower lvl than me
he says when will you agree to me?
i say when me and my dear both cease to exist
he says dont think so,you will agree to me when i am lvl 80.
and he logs off.
i asked my buddy: eh got any despo buddies want to marry instantly?
she knows of one.
so i pair them up together.
when he logs on i say there's someone for you.
they meet at the hall and get married.
lame.
only 30mins after.
wth.
she's after money.
i can testify i am not after money.
because my dear dan and myself are both poor.
-.-"
we have like less than 5m each?
geez.
i still love him anyway. <3
amor voce caro.
remb that.

anyway on sun during tennis.
i managed to get a higher % for my serve.
ohmygod.
he says that if i can get the % to 80-90,he will teach me power serve.
I WANT TO LEARN POWER SERVE.
oh wells,
time to try practicing throwing.

*our eternity shall never be disrupted

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

9:46 PM

WOOTS.
I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED THE JUMP QUEST 2!! (((:
WTF I WASTED 100 SUNDAES?!
AHHH I'M DAMNED NOOB AT JUMP QUESTS
-.-"
i self proclaim myself as the worst third job jumper alive.

the choir girls are back.
peace gone.
that's good.
today damn malu nia.
during CS,
ms jean wanted to check all the grps and their PBL ppt,flash and proposal.
but WTH,
GROUP 8 ONLY GOT 1 PERSON LEFT?!
and that person is me
-.-"
stupid tab,marie and chantik.
lucky ms jean took pity,
she was saying: hmm i dont think that this solution would be good. i mean it'd be spying..
me: uh yeah,but that's the main point...
she: but it's not really good.
me: uh...
she: okay i think it's quite scary for you to be bombarded by questions by me.friday get your grp to come so i can check the stuff.
heng worhx
if not i'd have died out there.

YAYYE DRY PRAC ON FRI ((((:
I CANT WAIT (x

also,
all revivists or bootes players lvl 65+,
please go www.freewebs.com/revivalremake
revival is shorthanded and thus need more people to help.

and i told you all,
i will complete the quest one day or another.
be it today,tomorrow or the day after.
and i have finished it.

okies nth much to say today,
so well,
byes ((:

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Monday, July 17, 2006

9:55 PM

school ended early today!
but mr ho and mr chan made us stay till 12.15 like that
damn larrs
we were planning to get out of sch.
and go plaza sing.
wth
-.-"
then we were going back to class.
realised,
ohmygod.
where's 2c1?!
i called zee.
GODAMMIT.
WHY WAS SHE STILL IN CS?
c1 came rushing back.
she came rushing back.
i came into her class and rushed her.
she rushed due to me+dhanu+sowjy.
then she said she was going with me.
not to the movie.
dhanu looked ready to strangle us,
x__x
*runs and hides in a corner*
we went down to the bus stop.
me,zee and nad.
without the rest.
because we werent going to the movie at tiong.
but then...
zee called them and asked why not change the location to plaza sing?
so they changed the location.
(with consideration of the time)
111 came.
they were still walking down.
111 waited.
they started running.
111 was still waiting for the crescentians to get on board.
they chiong past the traffic light.
111 was still there!
they got to 111.
me and zee got up.
but nvr tap yet.
LUCKY NIA.
or else we'd have left them behind.
hahaha.
because it happened: no space.
T_T
we waiting for the next bus.
and OHMYGOD.
WHO WAS THAT?
me and kel still owe her the reports!
ahhhh *started hiding*
gosh,
lucky 111 came quite fast.
we got up.
wanted to go upstairs.
but it was full.
-.-"
so stood down there.
being spastic.
soft toys.
*shiver*

we got off at plaza sing.
yaya.
ate at BK. (x
went to change before that.
me,sowjy,madhu,dhanu and kel.
MADHU YOU'RE MINE!
*drags madhu away before dhanu and sowjy come*
haha.
me and madhu both wore FBT shorts. (((:
i <333 FBT!!!
hahaha.
ordered mushroom swiss,
wth i got kel's coke
-.-"
i hate you kel.
we dissed kel.
muahahaa.
zee wanted to put her bag at the next table.
but then i suggested sitting there.
so we did.
TOO BAD FOR YOU KEL.
KEL SAT DOWN AT THE FIRST TABLE.
SO SHE COULDNT SHIFT ((x
me,zee and hazzie sat together at that table.
we talked about 'things'
dan's a good excuse.
hahaha.
i took a vid of hazzie's intro of french fries.
geez hazzie
you sure intro lots of fries.
when i have time,
i'll post it up ((:
they wreaked havoc.
they wreaked havoc!!!!
THEY MADE 'TODAY'S SPECIAL SURPRISE'
x__x
looked like **************************************
okay i dont want to say it either.
IT'S SO FREAKING DISGUSTING.
then after that we 'went our separate ways'
they went to the movies.
WHERE JACK SPARROW DIES!
OMG NONONO.
while me,zee and nad go to PCBunk.
gahh,
why didnt anyone tell us.
below 16 cant go in before 6 on sch day.
whatthehell.
so we stood outside.
and we stared.
and stared.
and stared.
zee was going all:
OMG,LVL 100+!!
then we saw one with ZAKUM.
gosh.
we stared.
we went: IT'S GOING TO DIE.
but the health bar reached 0.
and no signs of dying?
x__x
got so many bodies to kill.
wth.
ack,
i hope they finally manage to kill it.
because we had to go!
T_T
zee realised she didnt bring her keys.
but heck,
we just took the mrt back.
we crapped on the mrt.
she and nad got off at yiochukang.
i told her NOT to go to nad's house.
and she didnt!
hahaha.
(oh yeah they gave me the a-cash today)
went to cck.
went to bus interchange.
got back home.
ran to router.
turned on router.
waited for tablet to turn on.
tablet hung.
i got mad.
i forced shut down on tablet.
i regretted doing that.
i punched myself.
i tried getting up.
i pulled a muscle.
-.-"
in short,
SUAY LA.
finally.
got online.
got on maple.
today wasnt such a bad day after all!
((((:
MY DEAR DANTARES. <333333
we are telepathic.
hahaha.
send each other a ring.
end up we both got 2.
so cant wear both same time.
so sad.
and only 1 min difference in the time it'll end.
x__x
waste 9k a cash nia!
dear you so clever hor,
go buy it again
-.-"
then ask me buy you weather.
aiyo dunno wad you going to use it for.
me and puffy freaked him out.
haha.
MY DEAR SISTA PUFFY!! <333333
I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHH
but i will forget your birthday gift.
i will not KISS *YOU* ((x

zee you're so prone to dying
-.-"
and you were playing a lvl 10x mage!

gosh.
i'm starting to miss tab marie and chantik.
seriously.
the place is so...
empty...
well nevermind.
they're coming back soon anyway.

OH YES ALL REVIVISTS!
BE SUICIDAL THIS SATURDAY!
AT ZAKUM (((:

*the end of a nightmare,another beginning,let's make this good.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Saturday, July 15, 2006

6:22 PM

i have become psychotic -.-"
overexposure to zee + ko0 + dan + smart + ice + flame + puffy
stupid kelly.
idiiot la you.
i couldnt go for the morning shift.
then she also cant go for the afternoon shift.
end up tmr then go.
you realise that we'll have to sell SIX cds?
aiya die la die la.

anyway today i bought this big star-like earrings ((x
they look pretty ^^
and i found this chain.
but i still like that one.
too bad i dont have enough money to buy it -.-"
also got a new cd (it's not really new anymore because it's been out in the market quite long)
but i've been trying to get it (:

dan wasnt sick today.
no he wasnt.
he was trying to chiong lvl.
will he burn the midnight oil?
dear,i hope you dont.
i went to do the jump quest.
so i was bored.
-.-"
what's wrong with that?
dan told me to help him hunt battle road instead of jumping.
but i know that i will die fighting WWs.
there was also this guy.
i met him somewhere before.
but i forgot where.
i thought i met him on another jump quest!
haha.
lwantobi: do you remember where you saw me before?
me: uh,on another jump quest?
me: i'm getting short term memory,pardon if i'm wrong
lwantobi: ah? no la. we went zmm together before.
and then i remembered!
he was encouraging me along the way.
but ended up that i gave up.
-.-"
but what suprised me was,
he knew DANTARES.
x__x
he said: if dantares bully you,tell me okay
me: huh,how you know dan de?
he: i can read minds
me: ...........
-and he did it again-
he: will you hunt battle road for me?
me: what?!
he: that's what dan ask you to do right?
me: uh ya.. how do you know!!
he: mind reading ><
-and again-
he: what suit you guys buying?
he: oriental? western?
me: unseemly
he: oh. i suspected that.
me: ya. because we're cheapos *F2*
he: oh good. you're trying to be frugal if i'm not wrong?
me: WTH.
(because that's what i said earlier on guild talk)
-but then he was wrong once-
he: i sense that you are hungry..
me: huh? i'm not hungry. not at all -.-"
he: oh really? then i sense you are not hungry at all!
me: .............

yes i am going crazy
and merlin's just SOUR ((:
anbu and ko0 have to sponsor 5k cash each!! ((((x
anbu go kill ko0 for saying that.
you can kill dan for bargaining too.

time to go.
byebye

*the unseen should stay that way. undisturbed.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Friday, July 14, 2006

7:03 PM

yayye,
monday: zee/anbu and kel/leo shall have to go PCBUNK with me (:
no lag maps!
omgomgomg!
NO LAG!! (((((:
seriously.
IS DxK SO NICE TO TALK ABT?
stupid zee.
all because i made her run with me she says that she can post about that in her lj.
can i please get a dose of sanity here before mine runs dry?
and dan is so freaking sick can.
wth.
and he gives puffy frequent flame complaints.
is he the one?
i need to ask myself.
IS HE THE ONE?
how can the one i want be so insensitive?
how can the one i want be so impassionate?
how can the one i want be so untruthful?
all in all,
how can the one i want be so not understanding?
does he understand me?
no,
i think smarty understands me more.
SIGHS.
-mixed emotions.
everything's screwed up.
werent you the most perfect thing ever?
till something came along.
and broke everything up.
wasnt that thing reality?
now the only thing we have to blame.
is ourselves.
why doesnt anyone understand the scorpio girl?
because scorp girls are mysterious?
hardly so.
we can be open to many people we are well acquainted with.
but to many,
we can be as cold as ever.
shall i open myself up?
or shall i keep myself shut?
to protect thyself,
i must not open myself.
to protect everyone else,
i must be strong.
to protect those i love,
i must defend.
but who'll be there to catch me if i fall?

nevermind,
a bit of crappiness and randomity.
but sometimes i do feel that way.
anyways,
today was such a quiet day.
because tab,marie and chantik weren't around!
they went to xiamen already!
-.-"
BORING DAY.
but MT today was funny.
got an old retired teacher.
haha.
she talk damn funny can.
i brought my sketchbook today.
i filled up a page.
writing the obsessive things that i do.
it's so freaky.
mika says that dan's changed me.
flame says that i'm just as violent as ever.
so,have i changed?
this is a side of me that i've never seen before.
the real scorp that lives inside me has been unleashed?
i really hope for my happily ever after
you can see that many of my wishlist is spiritual.
and not many are material.
material wants.
they arent really what we need.
spiritual enlightenment.
now that's what we should be aiming for.
tomorrow going to do one full day of fund-raising for the newspaper straits times again.
mika i cant believe you donated to the wrong organisation -.-"
but nevermind!
you can just donate again! ^^
okies enough crapping.
let's see what life throws at me tomorrow.

*infatuation lasts for moments,love lasts a lifetime

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Thursday, July 13, 2006

9:11 PM

dan,if you EVER find my blog.
i suggest you take some time to read this.
since you probably dont know much about scorpios and their elusiveness.(:

Scorpio Personality
Intense, dominating, and energetic -- your hypnotic stare and your vital force overwhelm those around you. You are passionate and committed to your friends and ruthless with your enemies. Upon the battlefield of life, you are the one who leads, storming the gates of the fortress. Scorpios have a keen intellect and admirable qualities of patience and creativity. You are definitely not the gregarious, social kind, always ready to please people. You are genuine and most of the times, above petty gains. However, you are certainly not above conspiracy and manipulation. Like the scorpion with the sting in its tail, people had better watch out before they rub you the wrong way. Quite a few of you will devote considerable time and energies to develop strategies and plot revenge against your enemies. You are a determined lot. Set to achieve, there are very few challenges that you will not meet. Actually, all activity must hold a sense of purpose for you. Yo u have an inner strength and a great capacity to endure hardships. There is in fact a streak of masochism in you that enables you to destroy something you have nurtured with great care and love. You can easily change course if it suits you better. Nevertheless, you are dynamic, fascinating and often mysterious - a combination that draws many towards you.
Scorpio Lover

You are among the best lovers, instinctively knowing what your partner wants. You are intense and passionate and none of your lovers will ever forget you. You will sweep many off with your magnetic charm. You will rarely distinguish between a passing fancy and true love. For you, it will always be a passionate involvement. Scorpios can also be very jealous and will go to any lengths to claim what they feel is rightly theirs. You will find your ideal life partner in fellow water signs - Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces. It is the water signs that understand you best. You may have disagreements with your family, as you feel they cannot understand you or the intensity of your passion. Though you are a good parent, you can turn wrathful without warning. This often makes your relationship with your children rather uneasy. The Scorpio house will be comfortable and classy, but not overtly flamboyant as you do have an eye for detail and will prefer the minimalist style.
Scorpio Teens

A Scorpio girl is secretive, mysterious and enigmatic. She is a very focussed person, and once she makes up her mind, there is no stopping her. She is very passionate, and occasionally quite manipulative. As she is given to frequent mood swings, she can be a handful at times. She is a very sensitive person who relies on her intuition to explore the world around her. She enjoys sports, which satisfies her competitive urge. Stubborn and strong-willed, she doesn't believe in half-measures. She is erratic and unpredictable, yet on some days she can be amiable company and on others she jealously guards her privacy. This also applies to her appearance, as at times she won't step out of the house without being well dressed and at other times, she won't bother to comb her hair. School life is unpredictable, and even if she is not a model student, she can achieve her goals by the dint of sheer determination and perseverance.

yeah,so please.
you need to understand my passion.
you need to know that i am headstrong.
you need to know i am not a common everyday girl.
you need to know I AM DIFFERENT.
will you understand?
hope so.
do you even know my passion for expression?
do you not read the creations i write?
do you not see or understand my obsessions and wants?
perhaps.
or,
perhaps not

but to restore the hope back into you,
i can tell you,
i love free expression.
i love being backed up by someone.
i love having someone there for me.

let's see whether you can pass the final judgement on it without faltering.
can you? or will you?

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

6:16 PM

i starved myself today.
why?
no idea.
just no mood to eat?

haha yesterday dan finally came online on maple.
when he came online,it's like everyone go siao le.
*i log in*
dan: hi dear!
kirr: hi dan
nameless: hi kir
dan: nameless dun call her kirr le.call her mrs dan.
-and i was all WTF-
anbu: *starts laughing maniacally*
nameless: oh okay. hi mrs dan.
kirr: -.-" i am still single. i am MISS kirr.
then dan went on to crap crap crap with the rest of the psychos that revival comprises of.
suddenly,
WHAT THE HELL DID HE SAY?
(not put in because this is R-rated :D not for widdle kiddies to read)
anbu: why dont you go buy mega and ask?
dan: what if she reject?
anbu: then she will malu also.
AND HE HAD TO ASK AGAIN.
devlz(pm): dont you like him.
devlz(pm): so answer la.
devlz(pm):quick leh.
and i said: i not sure leh.
dan: ok i will give you time to think.
(ISNT THAT CUTE?)
i said: no la,jkjk,of course i accept.
and yaddayaddayadda, all craps.

he dropped a sky blue chair for me. -.-"
saying: come dear,sit with me forever.
PDA ALERT.
muahahaha.
then i dropped a mechanical heart.
he started dropping them too.
then anbu came along and went: dots.
then max came along and went: wah kir so fast lvl 80 le.
and then i went: uh who are you?
max went: i met you long time ago.
me: ooookayyyy
then i realised he was MAX
(he was playing SSshot so i didnt recognise him)
then some idiot had to come along and pick up all the nice hearts.
BOOOOOO LOOTERS. :(((
then after that dan and me went on the train back to ossy.
HE STRIPPED BEFORE THE TRAIN LEFT.
AND ANBU JUST HAD TO COME ON BOARD.
HAHAHAHAHA.
-wierd consequences-
dan: nooooo
anbu: omg YUCK.
dan: *hides*
anbu: YUCK SICK.
-me and anbu start running-
-dan,being sick,starts chasing-
finally,stop,i hide at part of train.
he cant hide because his 2h sword sticking out.
we reach ossy.
i run off to collect sentinel pieces.
he stays at ossy with anbu.
he asks anbu when's my birthday.
he asks her what to get for my birthday.
and anbu APPARENTLY told him: get her a dr. she's been wanting it for long.
he asks me: kirr wad staff you holding?
me: oh i using cromi,why?
he asks: not ew?
me: no money buy,what to do? -.-"
he asks: what's the ave stat for dr?
me: wait i go check
he: ok i afk go bathe
(AGAIN,R-RATED CONTENT)
then after that.
WE WENT TO JR GRUPINS AND BUGGED LEO!!!!
i was going: kel kel kel
he was going: leo? leo? leo?
LOL.
and she was AFK.
HAHAHA.
MALUUUUU.
partied kel.
then after that dan remarked: her att more than yours lvl 80.
-.-"""
me: dan you so mean.
dan: sorry...
kel: lol,he so guai ah.
(yes it is true,i find him guai too xD)
then he had to go.
OH CRAPS
because,
SO DID I.
ya so we both logged off.

and today,from ice.
I HEARD THAT THEY CHANGED THE GUILD NOTICE.
x__x
i'm going to be in shock when i see it.
i just know that i'll be shocked.
and i'll hold ice/flame/merlin responsible.
*fumes*
apparently zee thinks that dan x kirr is an INTERESTING relationship.
crusader x priestess?
-.-"
who says we have to go BY THE FREAKING BOOK and have dk x priestess?
-.-"
and fyi,crossbow x hunter is wierd too.
:DD
which is SoWhatZ x anbu
:DD

DAMN YOU TAB.
SHE THOUGHT THE FREAKING YEO'S PACKET WAS EMPTY.
AND SHE JUST HAD TO SQUEEZE IT.
-.-"
and *foooooosh*
IT WAS ALL OVER THE LEFT SIDE OF MY FACE IN A SECOND.
-.-"
stupid tabby.
*jabs tab in the ribs*
ya so i sat through maths with a left collar smelling like ice lemon tea -.-"
i hauled chantik up to the toilet to wash my face.
marie was walking up already.
tab came in suddenly and started laughing.
-.-""""
well nevermind.
like i said,STUPIDITY.
stupidity makes up 90% of us all.
:D

~starvation my salvation.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Sunday, July 09, 2006

10:11 PM

I DETEST CHAUVINISTS AND THAT IS WHY
GOT THAT,ALL YOU MALES?
stupid smarty.
stupid immature little brats.
DAMN YOU ALL.

ever notice how screwed people can be when you approach them for donations?
you can go: excuse me,would you like to donate?
and they go: *fake smile* *nods* *walks away*
OR : no. (shameless)
ORR: *ignores totally*
i hate people like that.
i mean,we're practically killing ourselves doing that.
and you cant even spare a measly 10cent coin?
i especially despise those who IGNORE me.
i mean: WHATTHEBLOODYHELLISWRONGWITHTHEM?!
*starts uttering foul words*
i hope kel will go next week too.
then we dont need to write the bloody report for the bintan trip.
we reached YMCA to end our shift later than 6 :D
WE ARE HARDWORKING.
(kirr: that's a lie)
(mel: oh shut up,you)
cindy and mika promised me donations if i see them.
AND MIKA,
YOU PROMISED TO TRY YOUR BEST.
AHAHA.
NO RUNNING AWAY!!!
I'LL BRING CHAINS TO TIE YOU UP AND DRAG YOU ALONG
*evil grin*
okay so next week,kel you are going to come along.
i plan to go bugis :D
and now i've got so many tix for the concert cos my dad doesnt want them.
-.-"
oh yeah,we have all become walking ads.
got the details written on our shirt backs.
free advertisement nia.

i still support brazil.
yes i am a DIEHARDBRAZILLIANSUPPORTER
but in the finals,
since brazil's out(BOOOOOOOO)
i support ITALY :D
nooo frenchards cant win.
ITALIA ALL THE WAY.
GERMANY WON PORTUGAL!!!
THANKS TO OLIVER KHAN (:
LEHMANN GET OFF THE FIELD AND LET HIM PLAYYYY.
so sad that this'll be his last world cup..

me and kel took neo again today,
i look RETARDED in the cooking shot.
RETARDED.
but the saluting one looked cool.
and the SEXAYYE one was niceee. x)
i rock more at decorating the pics than you do,kel!!!!

*i urge you all,please,spare a thought for us spending our time fund raising.donate if you see someone collecting.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Saturday, July 08, 2006

12:34 PM

gosh,POP's over.
the sec4s have passed out..
it's so fast.
next year = our turn(?!)
i dont know whether we're ready.
but we WILL be ready then.
i read both of the letters they wrote to each of us.
so she actually knew. (:
and i thought she didnt remember me.
haha the performance in front of the whole school.
i still remember it.
with Bliss,Dan and the others.
geez,i really miss being in primary school.
i mean,there's so little pressure there.

i have finally done a chrnoxrosette fic.
please go r&r.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3031139/1/
*i wish i could've done a rosettexaion fic but i know zee will absolutely kill me*

yesterday
KEL YOU SERIOUSLY SUCK.
i cant believe you ate the cake with ws while me,zee,dhanu,ameerah and sowji were searching practically everywhere for you. T_T
zee pulled me and ameerah along with her to be retarded -.-"
we are so psycho.
and i'm starting to get obsessed x__x
wth happened to dantares!!
he hasn't been online since tuesday?
and now they're all saying it out loud.
MIKA,FLAME AND SMART ARE TRYING TO GET ME HITCHED. -.-"

today
me and kel will be going for the afternoon's dream on session.
i think it's nice to be able to help others (:
maybe later i'll blog again.
keyword: MAYBE

*the era of rebirth;my confession to obsession

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

7:45 PM

ahhhhhh,geel tagged me!
noooooo,i shall get revenge on someone..

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your blog along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

1. Just The Girl - The Click Five
2. Because You Live - Jesse McCartney
3. Breaking Free - Zac Effron and Vanessa Ann Hudgens (YAY HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL)
4. I Can't Take My Eyes Off You - Zac Effron,Vannessa Ann Hudgens,Lucas Gabreel and Ashley Tisdale
5. Tsubasa Pleasure Line - Kuribayashi Minami (Obsessed over Chrno Crusade)
6. Sayonara Solitia - Saeko Chiba (YES CHRNO CRUSADE <3)
7. Everytime We Touch - Cascada (THE REMIX,OMG NOT THE ORIGINAL,IT'S SO BORING)

oh let's see who i shall tag..
- kel
-hazzie
-zee
-dhanu
-cindy
-boiisin
-venus

AHAHA.REVENGE IS SWEET.
that dantares seriously go siao le..wtf..just now announce those sort of thing..sayang his head nia -.-"

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Saturday, July 01, 2006

4:00 PM

i realised something after watching chrno crusade.
how we are really like.
we're all imperfect.
and we're all sinners.
we all contradict.
like the alpha and the omega.
the beginning and the end.
heaven and demons.
like ying and yang.
if one ceases to exist,so will the other.
bloodshed just for freedom?
contradiction in every way.
but yet why do people keep killing and waging wars?
human behaviour.
the natural thing we do is sacrifice others before oneself.
because in truth,humans are really greedy,selfish creatures.
but we cannot blame ourselves,it is natural instinct.
everyone thinks that the purest will always stay pure.
but no.
anyone can be swayed.
like aion's influence over rosette.
love can be a handful.
like how chrno and joshua fought over rosette.
and destroyed the whole city.
what keeps us from attaining our goals sometimes?
the past.
it comes back to haunt.
in some part of our lives we will suffer.
and why?
karma would be a good answer.
we need to atone for our sins.
whether commited in the present or the past.
it could've been one's present life that'd committed it.
but we are all just in a vessel.
a temporary vessel.
why do people fear death so much?
because life is valuable?
it is true that living sometimes might make one think that they are living in hell.
and to make us treasure life more,
the superior beings have changed our view of heaven and hell.
people think heaven is wonderful and hell is just hellish.
and people all know that they have committed sins.
so everyone fears ending up in hell.
i dont know whether anyone else feels that way.
but yes,that's how i feel.
apostles.
they dont really exist in person.
or do they?
they do.
in every single one of us,
there is at least a trace of an apostle,
whether it is just a tiny bit or a whole.
there are not only 7 apostles.
but as many as whatever living thing lives and breathes.
not just humans.
sometimes we all need a miracle.
and the person who delivers the miracle might not always be the supreme beings.
but it could be yet another human.
and even the most unlikely person.
could be a saint.
have you ever thought whether justice and violence can go together?
yes they can.
justice is brought when violence is wrought.
but it is not always the case.
perhaps we should all spend a little time soul searching.
do we really know ourselves?

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥